it took it's time to collect letters to form words I'm able to say. Since the ropes were full of poisen paralizing heart and soul, darkness always followed my way down to the bottom of this bedevilled body.
I can feel you again in this special moment. Though some precious words appeared I am not able to say if you're needed.
To get you back means love and hurt.
So I'm desperately holding some ropes. Just in case...